anyway, nowadays i get lots of thinking and reading time because i take the train to and fro work, which takes about 45 minutes one way.
i have this feeling that many people at work here are not really happy with their work. i mean, it is not sth that they enjoy. they are sticking to it more like it is good money to earn and i need a living. i kinda feel that this doesnt apply only to the junior staff, but to almost all staff generally. maybe even partners/directors?
and this got me thinking. is this the kind of life that i want a few years down the road?
definitely, like everyone (i suppose), i would want a job that i enjoy.
but seeing so many people doing sth that they dont enjoy, will i end up as one of them?
i mean, there is nothing wrong. really. this is life. not everything goes our way all the time.
but how do i get a job that i will enjoy?
first of all, i need to know what i enjoy doing, right?
and so here comes the thinking. i have no idea what i really enjoy doing. like i m kinda lost. what do i want to do in the future?
u know how when you ask kids what they want to be in the future, they will say occupations like
teachers, engineers, pilots, doctors, lawyers, nurses etc
but the more i got to know about the job that i wanted to do, the more i m doubtful of my choice.
what do i really want to do in the future?
